By Thomas Zimmerman
(Twitter: @bwr_tom and Instagram: tzman2012)
Bach’s First Cello Suite
We’ll wake tomorrow altered, recombined
with glues and acids of our dreams, the same
old carcasses, just older, hours closer
to a death. Not ours. The we that’s us
will fly or fall or whirl somewhere, some rare
dimension, deep within or far beyond
this space. It’s why we strive. Our deeds, they’re bound
within this page or screen, but ripple out
for anyone who sees them with attention
and compassion. Bach is on the playlist now:
first cello suite, the tones a human voice
that reaches us three centuries away,
and glowing sunset lights our shaggy backyard
spruces, candles burning green and growing.
Cartography
These hands that span the pastel lands of maps:
they’re veined with rivers, blue and red, and each
is christened Thomas, flow of doubt that laps
the shores of stolid fact, that grinds the beach,
that carves the mountain pass, that scoops and scours
the bays and lakes. It’s ambiguity
of which I speak, I think: the gods’ and ours,
complexity that shears fatuity.
We try to plot the known and unknown shapes
that crowd our dreams, our waking, racing minds,
our womb-time and the soundtrack trauma tapes
replaying while we measure, draw the blinds,
project our need and want, a craft and art
that tells a human story, cleaves the heart.
Essay on Frameworks
I love a frame: it measures and contains.
I also like a gap in it: a cell door,
exit (entrance) for the maze. I feel
this way with people too: give everyone
a safety net, an easy out. A framework
lets us dream of order we can know.
But there’s a larger, subtler order we
can’t see beyond the frame: imagined chaos.
Entropy: things fall apart. The putting-
back-together: that’s our pleasure and
salvation. These new frames can tell us where
to stop but also to go back, to add
the necessary brushstrokes, stoke the inner
light, to make the framework not a prison
but a portal searchers walk through freely:
and, if not reborn, at least refreshed.
Imagined Pathways
Our journeys much like books we know
we need to read: imagined pathways
smooth, or jumbled as a ruin.
Memories of weeks in Greece:
Olympia, Mycenae, Delphi,
the Acropolis, and Epidaurus.
Three blue seas, white sun and stones,
gray olive groves. And zooming in:
to Alfa beer and belly dancers,
Socrates on T-shirts, stray dogs
roaming Athens. Finding sandals
at the poet-sandalmaker’s,
chatting with two Aussies there.
The poet’s son (a poet too)
was in, and fitted me. We traded
books. Been fourteen years, time floating
on the waves of images and words.
William Blake and the Ephemeral
Strains in any marriage.
Even that of Heaven and Hell.
Ask Blake. His wife once said,
"I have very little
of Mr. Blake's company;
he is always in Paradise.”
A framed Blake print,
The Great Red Dragon and
the Woman Clothed with Sun,
is hanging in our powder room.
We’re hanging on.
I’ve told myself for years
to be in love with love.
And Blake might help:
“I do not consider either
the just, or the wicked,
to be in a supreme state,
but to be, every one of them,
states of the sleep
which the soul may fall into.”
Sweet dreams. Be patient, kind,
and soon we’ll wake.
About The Author:
Thomas Zimmerman (he/him) teaches English, directs the Writing Center, and edits The Big Windows Review https://thebigwindowsreview.com/ at Washtenaw Community College, in Ann Arbor, Michigan, USA. His poems have appeared recently in Interstellar Literary Review, Pages Literary Journal, and Sixpence Society. His latest book is the chapbook The House of Cerberus (Alien Buddha Press, 2022). Website: https:/thomaszimmerman.wordpress.com Twitter: @bwr_tom Instagram: tzman2012
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